Heartbreaking Return...

Farrah had her first spell in almost 5 months yesterday :( Her poor body seized up so fast when she wasn't aloud to go outside, she quickly turned limp and blacked out for a good 10 minutes... my heart hurts from seeing her like that, she has gone so long without one. Today she is miserable as she always is after a spell. I feel so bad for my poor baby and feel so much anger towards the doctors who say it is normal and there is nothing we can do about it. seriously, NORMAL???? last time I checked watching a toddler pass out, stop breathing, having a seizure, blacking out..... YEA NOT NORMAL! atleast it's not normal in my book. I pray for all the parents experiecing these spells for the first time, the first is always the hardest. So for all the parents out there with children that have health problems or not, here is the song I listened to after being tolled Farrah was a alpha-1 MZ carrier on top of being born with a extra reflex that was the cause of her spells...